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Saturday, June 5, 2010
rainbows and sunflowers makes the world a better place :) anyhow, I AM BACK! :) :) well I've been so busy the past few days running here and there and barely getting any sleep, I finally have time to use the computer! :) :) technically i dont, i have to go shower and pack for the AMBP Xtreme Challenge and they're meeting up at 9.45am.... its 8.10am atm. HMMMMMM. screw it la, they can wait for me just a bit more. exams are a bitch. ooh i like chemistry ehehehe. my add maths.... lets not talk about it, k? I NEED TO PRACTICE MORE, PRACTICE! and avoid careless mistakes *hides face hastily alright gonna lash out a few things here, because i honestly dont know what to blog about. i no longer have a life, its just all studies, prefect stuff, kpop and sleep. sigh. its been more or less halfway through 2010. i believe i have changed so much, i don't talk as much, i'm less beastly (i guess thats a good thing :D), i'm more antisocial, i don't talk to my friends as much as used to...... honestly i do feel left out, but what can i do? we're no longer classmates, we don't go for the same activitites or.... something. not to mention i secretly think the whole world's nice to me out of pity. i'm paranoid like that. one thing, i noticed i'm too blunt. i'm sorry to those whom i've indirectly insulted with my sarcasm... i just say what comes into my mind and my mind is slightly off... you know la right. what am i doing here. - i don't want to disappoint everyone, i don't want to let anyone down, i don't want to regret in the future, i don't want to be reminded of my failures, i don't want to be looked down upon, i don't want to feel that i have wasted my opportunities, i want to prove to everyone i can. i want to show my parents that they need not to worry. i want to let everyone know that despite everything, i can do it. i won't cry, i won't complain, i won't give up, i will work hard to the end. i will know i have done my best. i will live life without regrets. :) watch me, i will not be a failure. 8:27 AM
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