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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
aim: to ensure the too much bio in my head already, was doing my practical corrections. now i can tell you word for word how parameciums reproduce. i sound like a nerd, but my teacher is so demanding k. my class is in dire need of pens thanks to her. i can recite bio now, but i already forgotten what impulse i learnt in physics tuition about 5 hours ago. anyway.  i wanted to post the solo picture with Ean, but i look so much like tan ss i decided not to. :D omg my face is so huge. i brought my camera but its such a big space taker, i felt so lazy to whip it out to take pictures. i looked so ugly anyway. i looked horrible in every picture anyway. _ asdfghjkoiepwruqwr honestly, i'm afraid on what's to come, i wouldn't know how to cope, i wouldn't know how to balance everything. i can't stop asking myself, what if something goes wrong? it may be paranoia, but i just can't help it. as selfish as i may sound, i don't want to ruin my life because of this. if you were in my shoes, you would feel the same way, as much as you'd like to deny it because you tell the whole world you're a saint. not pointing fingers at anyone, i'm just using it as a metaphor. bottomline is, i don't know what to do when it comes. i don't know if i have the strength to face it. i just feel like crying at times, but what's the point? everything will still be the same after all that tears shed, so why dehydrate myself? everything won't go back to the way it was. it never will.  but i look so pretty over here. don't mind the slouch and shit. taken from facebook :)
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