I cry silently in my heart
Because I know that my beloved won't know it either
He doesn't know my existence
But i'm able to see him weekly
It is already enough to satisfy my undying love
Silently, I curse myself
"Why can't i be at his level?"
"Why can't I get what I want?"
All I want is him
But God doesn't allow me to have him
If i'm granted just 1 wish, that wish will be being with him forever
I love him for what he is
I've fallen hopelessly in love with a man who doesn't know that i exist
I retreat back int my corner where i sit plunging deep
Into my pool of tears
Silently i cry
Silently, i yearn for him
What is behind this laughter mask
Is just a girl who is heartbroken
Seeing her man of dreams
In the arms of another woman.

If only i was like him
If only i was popular
If only i'm the same level as him
I would've been happier
But this will never happen
My love will only be a one-sided love
He doesn't feel my love
He doesn't know my love
I wish that he would at least notice me
Hope is what i've got
Faith is what i've got
That one day my love would love me back
Because of him i live on
Seeing him weekly gives me the strength to continue my life
I just can't think about life without seeing him
Which is about to happen in the next few months
I start to appreciated every second i watch him move
Every single step he makes
Makes my heart skip a beat
Every single word he uttered
Makes me want him even more
Until that fateful day
I have to stop seeing him
From then onwards it will be hope that keeps me living
And when i get to see him again
I hope i wish he will be the same as he was when i first met him