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a little space to ponder;

which came first? the chicken or the egg, hmmm.

even better without you.
Thursday, January 24, 2008

i edited this post. to be exact, i just wanted channel out my feelings, then i'm done.
the only person i can talk to is myself. it doesn't really help that you're expressing your problems to yourself, isn't it?

but i had MR to help me out. she was always there for me. thanks. :)

friends you've never met are the best friends in life. the end.

dislike me if you must, i have no power to stop you.
i try and try and i end up broken.
i do do things sincerely, with all my heart. only that i still let everyone else take the spotlight.
i don't really mind. but just remember , put yourself in my shoes, see it from my point of view.

i will back away. i know you dislike me.

now on, i vow. to be anything but who i was.

oh, yes.
think about it yourself. unconciously, you also think that the whole world revolves around you. unconciusly, you want people to treat you like a queen.
unconsiously, you also use people and like to get rid of them. but i dont hate you. because its human nature.
you might deny that you aren't so high-and-mighty yourself. but unconciusly, you are.
even if you hate me to the ends of earth, i still don't. because i know, you are right to hate me. hate me, kill me, murder me , i still don't care. spread fake rumours about me, i don't mind.

because i still cherish you as a friend. even when we aren't.

think again, that you yourself also wants to be credited, isn't it? look back at what you have done.
seriously. i know what i've done wrong. i try to accomodate with everyone. i'm trying, but i finally learnt that you can't accomodate with everyone, because some people just don't want to make it happen.

  • you think its difficult to stall your friend. you complained. why not put yourself in my shoes and try to do my part, try to organize everything so it doesn't fall out to shambles. can you do that? i would've been very happy to sit down and watch everything set up, like you have done.

and, judge myself? why not judge yourself? i know i'm not god. are you god? are you that humble? are you that sincere? are you that holy-white-halo-good-girl?

try living my life before you judge me. that is what you just did. judge people. you think you really know everything. take it this way/

a friend you knew is the worst acheiver in the family

never ever gotten recognized by the family

always felt pushed out by the family (meaning they're having a family-bonding time and you're not in it, because of some useless laws of nature)

after trying really hard, it wasn't deemed enough by the family

thought that the only place she could really count on was friends.

turned out, the friend was wrong. wrong wrong wrong.

i ask you one question. if i died the very next morning, what would you do? answer it sincerely because you were the one that emphasized on sincerity. and post it on your blog.

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